haha asean dance was o-k-a-y la.. not as bad as i'd imagined it to be. why?? cos i feel loved. awww. no1 thanks to DARLING DEE!! she surprised me with such a sweet msg and she made it a point to travel to orchard just to pei me!!! when she still had soooo much coursework to do. aww. love you! no2 thanks to YEN AND HONG!!! even though u ppl left me all alone with those guys we supposedly know yet somehow we dont -.- ... u ppl still came and looked for me! gan dong-ed. no3 thanks to THE NUI for the msg to 'apologise' for not going haha at least u remembered! hmm, and thanks to chian and asean comm 06 and some other random ppl who accompanied me and kept me occupied and entertained so that at least i dint look that much like a social outcast there :D
whoa u wouldnt be able to imagine how freaking outcasted i looked when i first arrived okay! initially i still had ryan to talk to (it's pathetic i could only talk to someone frm another jc throughout the journey when my bunch of 'schoolmates' were walking behind me yet we behaved like total strangers) but after i came out frm toilet i lost him!! argh freak. after that i basically stoned and went to toilet a few times more before more ppl came and i started to see more familiar faces.
that was certainly one of the most pathetic moments in my life okay. i totally felt like the whole world abandoned me and i had NO friends!!! :(
and Pow! omg i shant mention. HAHA damn funny! but i wont say la dun worry :DDDDDD
haiz, the guys are a total disgrace. looking at them sometimes make me feel so ashamed to be a malaysian scholar and a hwachong student. aren't they ashamed of themselves?? okay apparently they aren't. i guess none of u will see this but in case u do, i want to tell you that that attitude of yours totally sucks okay. and pls do not go around telling others u're a malaysian scholar and that u're frm hwachong.
ok, end of complaints about these strangers.
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haha my dad sounded so concerned on the phone just now after he received my BT2 results which arrived today?! he sounded really baffled, like how could anyone almost fail GP?? his idea of the subject was that it's supposed to be GENERAL u see, and there's no reason why u shldn't do well for something general as in commensensical. lol
but of course i tried to assure him that it was just my teacher?! haha. and that GENERAL paper isn't exactly as general as its name suggests? it's more like another name for english language? o.O haha sometimes i think my dad's really cute.
now that i think of it i realise recently my motivation to study has been my parents. they're not the type of parents who nag alot about studies and place stress on you, which is smth that im very very thankful for and in fact, very proud of. bcos they're not like the close-minded and myopic daddy mummy who choose whatever subjects you do and whatever path you take in the future.
but it's precisely bcos of this freedom and trust they grant me and the lack of pressure that i feel i have no reason to disappoint them. i know i must not only do well but excel, so that they dont have to worry about financing my studies or anything like that. and i dont wish to have to be financed by them in any case. so i assured them i will do well, even when they didnt make me promise anything.
loves daddy mummy
loves my family
loves my friends
loves fUng 峯
also love:
* scholarz!
* 6H
* 06s6b
* Delphus
* Impreeeeee
* yamapi, jin
* leehom
* louis koo
* wch, fuhaifeng
* hk dramas
* badminton, vball
* music & piano
* photos
* quality time with loved ones
* words of affirmation