Jan 29, 2010 @ 10:46 PM
after 20 years i finally found out that my parents' wedding anni fell on 30th Jan! : )
ha ha. wonder how many of my friends lived the way i did - not knowing parents' anni till 2o years later. well i always survey my friends about this and im usually the only one who doesnt know.
my dad is damn cute. he just sudd asked me if i noe wad day is tmr. in my head i was thinking, 'erm.. Impre semi finals?' HAHA. ok of course i didnt say that. obviously he knew i wouldnt know, and went on to tell me that its their anni. he's gg to bring my mum for a nice date tmr (he told me not to tell my mum), and guess what, it's their first time celebrating anniversaries after 21 years -.-
hahahah so i guess it was the golden opportunity for me to bring up ks. and so i told daddy about it. he was pleasantly surprised that it was somebody he knew. but i told my dad to tell my mum instead, cos somehow i just find it extremely difficult to tell it to her. awkwardness x 1000!!! when it comes to such stuffs i think my dad is the one who reacts more naturally. haha.
okay yay. got the toughest task done today finally! after 1 year and 10 days LOL
@ 5:29 AM
OMG. keep gossiping and gossiping and gossiping. can forgo sleep and gossip till 530am in the morning, when lessons are all in 3 hrs time.
Jan 23, 2010 @ 10:16 PM
i'm so utterly shocked i dont know how to react or what to say.
i cant help but stress once again how life is such a gift and how much i wish those around me would treasure it like i do.
i dont have proud achievements to boast about. but for what i know, i am extremely proud to be alive.
pls pls pls DONT ever fool around with your life - you have no idea what you're playing with.
you have the right to whine and complain 'life sucks', but you dont have the right to take it away from anybody, not even from yourself.
the hurt you inflict upon yourself is nowhere near the extent of hurt you will bring to those around you. for some, it could be trauma for a long long time. for some, it could be the pain and regret that will remain unresolved for the rest of their lives.
there's so much more to life. more than you'll ever, ever, ever know.
Jan 20, 2010 @ 12:06 AM
Jan 19, 2010 @ 3:05 AM
i have SOOOO many thoughts.
on this post-bday night.
that i need to pen down somewhere, at some time.
but not tonight. there's a sucky project due tmr.
oh and it just occurred to me that i haven changed my profile at the sidebar from 19 to 20. alright im gg to do that now.
happy birthday to me : )
Jan 14, 2010 @ 1:27 AM
hahaha i always enjoyed myself alot at meetings. more and more so : )
i feel so comfortable with this bunch of people around me. esp the six of us together.
but i always get so stressed up the moment i leave them and walk back to my own quiet room after meeting ended at 12 midnight, going through in my head all that i have to do and all the deadlines that are coming. and i cannot afford to delay because it is an event that we are talking about here. no rooms for mistakes.
ohwells. another sem with me trying to be a superwoman again.
ANYWAY SOMETHING UNBELIEVABLE AND AWESOME HAPPENED TODAY.
i just landed myself with a $1000 internship, 4 months ahead of time, and bypassed all the hassle of writing cover letters and hunting for my PA placement, at an international reinsurance company, Munich Re. and here's the best part:
;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;) ;)
Jan 12, 2010 @ 12:53 AM
i think i know why you said you have alot of friends but you dont have true friends, those whom you feel like confiding in when problem strikes, and those who will open up their hearts to you just the same.
im not sure if im in a fair enough position to judge but i see you as an extremely emotional person, so much so that i as a close enough friend, is afraid to talk to you when i can sense that you're extremely worked up by something.
your inability to control ur emotions is what builds up a wall between you and those around you.
you need to learn that if one person offends you, it's not the fault of another, so dont ever punish the rest by throwing your temper at them. that's not the way to keep friends. i wouldn't want to be a friend with someone like that.
i've learnt, over time, that i have many friends like that. even i myself was/am a culprit of crimes described above.
and i've also learnt, the hard way, that i need to change that, because i realised i dont like to be treated that way.
be a friend that you want others to be to you.
a little more love, a little more thoughtful, a little more forgiving.
Jan 6, 2010 @ 11:47 PM
today is one long and stressful day :s
a large part of the stress came from the last minute knowledge that i was to play a badminton match this morning and i haven seen my partner before -.- great. so, as expected, we lost. HAHAHA. but our team still made it to the quarters hooray!
and another part of the stress came from dance prac. omg im just damn lag i have no idea how im gonna catch up and i just dont seem to be able to do as well as the rest.
MAMA, IT'S OVER :DDDDD
there's photoshoot and bday party tmr! and probably some midnight K session! *smiles to myself*
sometimes i dont understand what all these busy-ness is for. but i guess humans are all ironic beings. if one day u tell me not to do anything and just let every day pass by aimlessly, i probably will hate myself for being so useless too.
so yup, stop complaining that you're busy. it makes life interesting that way.
Jan 3, 2010 @ 3:13 AM
OMG CANNOT SLEEP!
AND IM SUPER HUNGRY. DAMN IT ROAR
loves daddy mummy
loves my family
loves my friends
loves fUng 峯
* yamapi, jin
* louis koo
* wch, fuhaifeng
* hk dramas
* badminton, vball
* music & piano
* quality time with loved ones
* words of affirmation
Where to go.
cxy & fangxuan
kiamian the notsoglam
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