what i term as the last trip before we officially turn year 3, and most of us will go our separate ways.
fur and yj will not be in hall anymore. i have two girl friends less in hall.
sianghan will be away for exchange next sem.
the engine people are going for IA next next sem.
and then the NBS people will officially graduate from NTU and leave hall for good.
i encountered many moments of deep thought on the trip. in groups and cliques, there will undoubtedly be disappointments, so many whys - why certain ppl behave certain ways, why did relationships turn out this way, why did some relationships not go as far and deep as i had so badly wanted them to?
yet looking at these people around me, i cant help but wonder how my ntu life would turn out to be without them. i'm quite certain, it will suck.
there are disappointments here and there, but i'm more than thankful to have them around. extremely funloving and comfortable group of people to be around with. at least that's the case for me.
you know the feeling of encountering ppl you always hang out with yet you do not truly enjoy their presence? the process of laugh-laugh-laugh, but deep down when everything's over you wish you hadn't tried so hard to pretend? i'm glad, i do not find myself in this situation with these people. and for that, i know i found myself people whom i can count on for a long time to come in the future.
if you ask me, friendships are harder to maintain than relationships. i have one boyfriend, but i have dozens of friends that i wish to keep, whom i love no less than the boyfriend.
it's all about mutual effort isnt it?
friends dont come by easily. how often do you find friends you feel good being around with? if you do, how often then will you all be given the chance to go through enough things for you to acknowledge them as good friends? common experience binds people.
do not ever let go, because people enter your lives for a reason.. especially those who stay.
i have so so much to say. but it's ok, i'll leave it for another day.
good night world :)
working life is taxing. but friends wake me up.
May 18, 2010 @ 1:09 PM
met up with fur and kf for lunch, came back to an empty office who has not come back from lunch, smiling to myself :)
i realise i like to be left alone, especially in an environment where i dont find familiar. 1 week of work has allowed me to find out that, i'm after all not a very outgoing person. haha
thanks for all the random lunch and dinner outings for the past week, that kept me alive.
my work is fine, in fact very eye-opening at times.
colleagues are nice too. but as always, i get very antisocial with ppl i dont feel comfortable hanging out with yet, so... haha i feel more attached to my excel files than the ppl working around me.
bakkutteh f0r dinner later :)) with the favouritest toppies :)))
it's going to keep me sooooooooo alive, for the rest of this afternoon!
HAHAHAHHAHAHA okay tonights damn sian. im feeling damn angsty. not cos of PA. just everything else. lack of sleep. squeezy train rides!!!! blistered feet for 12 hours. queueing for long john's for the stupid boy. bloody 199 which refused to come when im all cui and tired carrying 3 packets of dabao food. packing (disgusting shit #1). moving boxes into the store room. staring at dirty and dusty room. AIRCON CARD TOP-UP MACHINE GG-ED JUST WHEN I NEED IT THE MOST, TONIGHT!
WAHLAOOOOOOOOO EHHHHHHH KNS
OKAY IM JUST DAMN WHINY
AND 吃不起苦 :'(
May 7, 2010 @ 1:43 AM
对 很想回到过去
那段时间 好开心哦
人跟人之间， 差的， 其实只是一个接近的机会
把你关在一间房间，房里只有另一个人，你能不依靠他吗，他能不依靠你吗？
没有两个人是天生就认定对方为好朋友的
朋友 是用经历、感情、岁月、累积换来的
May 6, 2010 @ 12:22 AM
喧闹的声音 原来可以那么刺耳
我常常在想
这些人脑里想的是什么 心里盼望的又是什么
May 5, 2010 @ 5:10 PM
果然不出我所料。
cui 到 cuiii cuiiiiii ha ha
不过也是时候习惯了
吃得咸鱼抵得渴 要读这科就要习惯考卷翻开来有一半不会做
这里不是小学 这里不是中学
不会做是应该的 期望是应该调适的
活了二十年
怎么好像一年比一年苯
是我一年比一年笨？ 还是书本一年比一年厚？
可能人的脑袋是真的有极限的，就好像电脑里的 hard drive 一样，装满了，就再也挤不下了
给我找一个 terabyte unlimited 的脑袋!!!!!!
May 4, 2010 @ 5:25 PM
HURHHHHH
付海峰 IS MARRIED, WITH A KID
do i need to strike his name off the list HAHA ------>
ZZZZZZ andy lau sets bad examples :((((((
Me.
chiann
22
17 jan
6H.205.403.06s6b.NBS
loves daddy mummy
loves my family
loves my friends
loves fUng 峯
also love:
* scholarz!
* 6H
* 06s6b
* Delphus
* Impreeeeee
* yamapi, jin
* leehom
* louis koo
* wch, fuhaifeng
* hk dramas
* badminton, vball
* music & piano
* photos
* quality time with loved ones
* words of affirmation
