according to what i learn in psychology, i'm having cognitive dissonance. keep talking (and THINKING even as i was walking) about the tonnes of work i have yet to do, and how important these last 2 sems are. yet not doing anything to make things better.
the bad thing about psychology is, it tells you about the problem, but hardly the solution.
:(
Nov 17, 2010 @ 2:11 PM
母校！
看到这支ＭＶ的时候不知道有多激动
那四年的青春岁月 ：)
不完美， 但美好
@ 12:52 AM
a little encouragement goes a long way.
thank you:)
Nov 8, 2010 @ 5:24 PM
it's scary. the moment you lay down your signature on what is technically a white piece of paper.
the kind of binding power that comes with what we call 'contract' in law.
the kind of obligations you are subjected to once it's signed, and sealed.
hi, today is the official "make or break" day of my life. it's almost like how things usually unfold in dramas. all within THAT SPLIT SECOND, where a decision you make could change ur life, in whichever direction.
choices. choices.
i keep thinking abt this video of a talk that ks showed me some time back.
about how choices, instead of making us happier beings, often achieve the opposite effect.
how so? 2 main reasons were cited:
1) When we're given options, the opportunity costs of making a choice are significantly increased. And the opportunity costs increase with each additional option given. 2) When you're given soooooo many options, and yet you end up with a lousy option that makes u worse-off, you have no one to blame but yourself.
OMG. what logical and painful truth.
and the amazing thing is, it applies exacccccctly to what is going through my head now.
but in any case, i've already made that choice.
soooo many ppl have told me, "No turning back", "Pls, dont look back", and lots of other variations but all along this line.
yes okay, i promise i really will try. and i cant thank you guys enough, for helping me sort out my thoughts for the past few days.
i had that one chance to make it right. i better make it right.
Nov 5, 2010 @ 12:57 AM
都说了上天很眷顾我。
我又彻彻底底的被宠了一次！又赚了一次。
长这么大，没有遇过这么难做的决定。
从前，决定虽重大，但都很明确。
这次真的不一样了。
要为自己负责。
好吧，相信你！不会错的。
Nov 3, 2010 @ 8:51 PM
有也烦 没有也烦
真的很烦
超烦！！！！！！！！！
Nov 2, 2010 @ 10:14 PM
i think Someone up there is treating me really well.
all my life i've been so fortunate i can hardly think of anything to complain about, including this time.
destiny's been really kind to me. thank you.
Nov 1, 2010 @ 2:25 PM
把手握紧 里面什么也没有
把手松开 你拥有的是一切
- 《卧虎藏龙》
Me.
chiann
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